
The Great Books (Wikepedia illust.)
Sauntering through a local flea market with a friend, I noticed, for sale, a few books from a collection of volumes called “The Great Books of the Western World.” The vendor had one table set-up with some figurines, costume jewelry and four or five random volumes of the set of fifty-four published in 1952.
I’d wanted the set for years, but the cost had been prohibitive.
“Do you have any more from this set?” I asked the guy selling.
“Yeah, the rest are in the trunk of my car. I got ’em all!”
“There are 52 volumes to the set,” I said.
“They’re all there. I’ll take fifteen dollars for the whole thing,” he said.
“Sold!” yelled my friend immediately.
I brought them home and arranged them in my bookcase. Fifty-two volumes of works by classic Greek philosophers (Aristotle, Plato, etc.), Cervantes, Hugo, Jane Austen, Freud –to name a few– and St. Augustine’s “Confessions,” his famous auto-biography.
I read that book and a few other from the set. For the next 25 years I lugged them from one pastoral site to the next. Just having them there made me feel content. Most of the volumes remained unread but I studied St. Augustine’s “Confessions” and it’s one of the greatest books that I have ever read. Nothing compares to it.

Bishop Augustine, showing compassion. (Wikipedia photo)
Augustine leads the reader through his search for God in his experiences from infancy to adulthood. He meditates on the vastness of the exterior universe seeking evidence of a supreme being but he also seeks God in his own soul. He finds in his heart an endless interior depth which he says was opened to him by an incomprehensible light. It was not the light of day but an interior experience which revealed to him what he had long been searching for. He found, then, that there was an inexhaustible light which he reckoned with as God.
Still he couldn’t encounter this light fully until he discovered through revelation Jesus Christ, the Mediator between God and man.
Then he speaks directly to God: “Late have I loved you., O Beauty ever ancient, ever new… You were within me, but I was outside, and it was there that I searched for you. You called, you shouted, and you broke through my deafness. You flashed, you shone, and you dispelled my blindness.”
I wonder at that God Who arranged for me to find the writings of His witness, St. Augustine, in a open-air stall on a sunny day in Las Vegas where I was serving the Church. I’m still searching, still seeking His presence.
You, too, might find the Divine Presence that you seek in some obscure place, St. Augustine teaches us to never, never, give up that search.











